wont you let me give you a hand, i've got an extra i'm not using

its been a week or two since i've posted.

today i'm feeling overwhelmed.  the next few weeks are looming on the horizon, and i'm nervous.  i feel like things are going to change around me, and i wont be changing with them.  i'm scared that the upcoming changes are going to leave me in the dust.  and i'll be stuck.  i'm probably being dramatic, things wont be too bad, etc.  but this is how i feel.  i'm scared.  i'm afraid that the changes that i want to make in my life wont happen.  i feel discouraged, and i feel alone.